"I think that's probably the worst thing you can feel because you gave your all to this person and all of a sudden things go downhill and you just want to completely forget the existing memories. Honestly, I don't have much advices, but time will eventually heal you. Don't worry too much about that and please don't avoid and block out feelings because when you clog your heart, one day it'll just burst and our feelings will eventually come back. Just accept the fact that the feelings are still present and try to make the best out of the rest of your chapters."

Buddy,

If you're trying hard to get me out of your world
just continue what you're doing,
push harder,
and be a little more patient,
you will get there,
soon.


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Everything, bottled up in my heart.
I can't even share cause i'm not supposed to pour it out to others.
Just cause of you;
I can't tell staw my health status,
who is my only doctor.
But all these are so poisonous
slowly killing me, my soul, my heart, my body.


When can I break away from you;
the person who once cared so much
but now no longer anymore.

Can I leave?