"I think that's probably the worst thing you can feel because you gave your all to this person and all of a sudden things go downhill and you just want to completely forget the existing memories. Honestly, I don't have much advices, but time will eventually heal you. Don't worry too much about that and please don't avoid and block out feelings because when you clog your heart, one day it'll just burst and our feelings will eventually come back. Just accept the fact that the feelings are still present and try to make the best out of the rest of your chapters."